February 2012
461 posts
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Hey Sleep,
Where are you?
A Rush of Blood to the Head
I should have been asleep a long time ago but I have spent the past three hours gazing outside the window. Shrouded in darkness, I watch the persistent rain fall and splash the windowsill. My suitemates are sound asleep, dreaming of graduate school, lab reports and film school. I can’t join them because the ambien I’ve ingested has failed me. I suppose, I could take another one but...
Sweat.
whoislikedog:
Deep exhale. Grace picks my singlet up off the floor in her candy apple red nail painted fingers, slips it on as a skanky mini dress and slinks off to shower. Indexed thoughts - You sexy, little slut. God, you look hot. I totes just fucked that girl. When grace returns I will slam, fuck, ride, slip and slide her ‘til she needs to shower again.
I don’t like lying to others but I lie to myself all the time.
cerebral contusion: Don’t tell me things will look... →
anemicveins:
Don’t tell me things will look up, don’t tell me there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. There isn’t. My brain is only deteriorating and I’ve been trying to kill my body to match my head. There’s no meaning for life, there’s no greater being and there’s nothing. There is nothing.
There’s no one…
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I guess, I will be going to the show alone. Everyone has plans for the night or has decided last minute that something else was more important. Story of my life. Human interaction is necessary, but I will eventually learn how to operate without it. I shouldn’t rely people; I will just be in for constant disappointment.
It’s raining in Boston and everyone is gone. Time to think. Think to time. I’ve gone mad and there is no saving me. No one ever wants to know the truth.
Who is like dog?: Aloneness. →
whoislikedog:
Not loneliness. Aloneness.
There is a vast difference between the two. If you are unable to distinguish the dissimilarity, I recommend a high dose of either until you have made the distinction. My cat, Charlie, does aloneness well. I envy Charlie. Though he is missing some fur from…
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It is interesting when people tell me "You look so...
Dreams seem to be the only life worth living...
The negative side of caffeine is finally showing its ugly head. I can concentrate but I can’t stay still. GRrrrrrr…
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Catching up on The Walking Dead. Home alone. Should I be scared? Nope. I am a big girl. Ha!
l0vekats:
i always look forward to sleeping every night. not only because sleeping is my favorite hobby but also cause i hope that my dreams will be way more interesting than my life right now. life sucks.
I hate when I am stressed. I don’t like the person I become. I feel suffocated and incompetent. So close to tears. I thought I would write it out and feel better. “Allow yourself morning.”
86 Days to Graduation
The day is coming
A day of celebration
But I am scared
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“Tell me a story.
In this century, and moment, of mania,
Tell me a story.
...”
– Robert Penn Warren 1905-1989
You know you fail at life when...
You forget the answers to your own security questions and get locked out. Skype, let me back in!
Feels like crap...
Why can’t I just hide from the world? I have two locations prepared.
